Devolution - iv

I don't write all my thoughts down. I write the ones that make a coherent reading for myself. But that is not how the thoughts develop. They do bring so many other variables. But the original thought that is developed from my experience has nothing to do with the new thoughts. Probably they are. However, I don't have any real life experiences for new thoughts. So, I can't develop them further. There is always an element of dishonesty when I write my thoughts down. Or when I develop certain models of phenomena based on those thoughts. But am I biased or hypocrite? Certainly not. I write down the thoughts that sound coherent to me and not that make a good reading or gratify me.